Thoughts

Once in blue moon where you can get me to blog a really wordy post, really cant bring myself to be expressive coz I always felt that people are gonna be skeptical of what I'm saying and thinks I'm fake, yada yada.. Whatever, haters gonna hate, no?

So anyhow, cliche it might sound, but 2010 had really been tough, I really went through a lot, A LOT. Entering Poly, new friends(thank God for them, you know who you are), health, life- all of these have got their own ups and downs. However, I'm still grateful to what God has given me and for seeing me through these the entire year. There are also many things I am resentful about and one of them would be not being as holy as how I used to in the later part of the year. But I can never deny that He is good and I'll still always believe in Him. Also, thank God for Cily and Gracey, I don't know how I could do without them. They, are like my pillar of support, who i poured my sorrows to. Lets be bffs forever, ok?

Ahh, so I'm turning 18 in 2011. I guess I would probably start thinking(seriously) about what I want in life and also live my life to the fullest since I'm gonna be a young adult already. Work hard, play harder, that is. And I gotta be responsible for my own actions, not causing any more heartaches and troubles to my parents, I'm filled with guilt and regrets towards them. They have been good to me and deep down I know all these scoldings showed that they really care. So now, this would prolly be the least I can do for them.

No resolutions this coming year, talk is cheap. Just hope that 2011's gonna be good. Hope that everything's gonna be good for me, my famz and all my friends! Lets keep our hearts open and welcome 2011, have a great year ahead! God bless! X