2011 is coming to an end. And because I'm as pretentious like everybody else (lul jk no hard feelings homies), I'm gonna have a post and reflect on how the year has been.
So 2011 had been a hell of a year. Going through a surgery after Chinese New Year, dealing with 2 major design projects, meeting a few twats that I wished I hadn't met and a few more events that I wish didn't happen, but still they did. Oh and also letting insecurities and the negative influence of society, like how I'll be able to be happy or find happiness only if I'm skinny or pretty get into me that I became extremely self conscious that I'd prolly fell into mild depression during a short period of time. But anyway, all these are the past, shall leave 'em all behind and so don't ask.
Oh and well, of course, to my dearest Cily and Grace, I know you guys might be reading this, and all the other stuff I post on twitter and stuff. Don't worry about me, not gonna lie, I'm not fine but I'll be fine. Thank you once again for sticking with me through another year. Cheers to our friendship, forever and always <3
Cliche, once again, but I really hope 2012's gonna get better. Education wise I know it's gonna be tough with Project 3 and all other inevitable shits that I'm gonna face, I just pray for God's presence and He will show me guidance and see me through them. And uhmmm, maybe get myself a boyfriend soooooon (LOL no, need to get slim first).
But well, all these are just words, and a new year's just numbers, if I wanna achieve and get better, I myself needs to start believing that I can, and actually start achieving them. Not gonna deny I'm still living in the dark side (depressed, low esteem and stuffs), but I'll get out of it, as soon as I reach my goal.
So, let's look forward to 2012!
X
So 2011 had been a hell of a year. Going through a surgery after Chinese New Year, dealing with 2 major design projects, meeting a few twats that I wished I hadn't met and a few more events that I wish didn't happen, but still they did. Oh and also letting insecurities and the negative influence of society, like how I'll be able to be happy or find happiness only if I'm skinny or pretty get into me that I became extremely self conscious that I'd prolly fell into mild depression during a short period of time. But anyway, all these are the past, shall leave 'em all behind and so don't ask.
Oh and well, of course, to my dearest Cily and Grace, I know you guys might be reading this, and all the other stuff I post on twitter and stuff. Don't worry about me, not gonna lie, I'm not fine but I'll be fine. Thank you once again for sticking with me through another year. Cheers to our friendship, forever and always <3
Cliche, once again, but I really hope 2012's gonna get better. Education wise I know it's gonna be tough with Project 3 and all other inevitable shits that I'm gonna face, I just pray for God's presence and He will show me guidance and see me through them. And uhmmm, maybe get myself a boyfriend soooooon (LOL no, need to get slim first).
But well, all these are just words, and a new year's just numbers, if I wanna achieve and get better, I myself needs to start believing that I can, and actually start achieving them. Not gonna deny I'm still living in the dark side (depressed, low esteem and stuffs), but I'll get out of it, as soon as I reach my goal.
So, let's look forward to 2012!
X
1 comment:
I'M READING IT ALL ALONG, IT'S AT MY MOST VISITED SITES. AND YES, YOU NEED A BF. BUT NO NEED TO WAIT, ALL YOU NEED IS SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE YOU LIKE WE DO. I BELIEVE HE'S SOMEWHERE OUT THERE. 2012 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR EVERYONE. CHEERS TO YOU AND ALWAYS REMEMBER, YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. XOXO
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