Friday, 30th November, 11:14pm //
I'm sitting here, having one of those nights again.
But this time, its not something to do with myself, but my brother.
I'm scared of saying this, but I feel it somewhere deep inside me, that I'm starting to hate him (yes hate is a strong word, i know).
I've no idea what has gotten into him, but he changed, and he has caused so much tension in this family, I don't like being at home with him around anymore.
Sometimes I actually wished something bad would happen to him so he could wake up.
I mean, I'm actually feeling like this because I love him right?
I wouldn't give two hoots if it's not because I care.
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