Too many thoughts in my mind yet again.
Did I made the wrong decision to go for the operation?
Sometimes the thought of hating my body so much makes me want to die.
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School wise/
Please let everything I do for the past 3-4 months be worth it.
I'd never be the kind that wants to ace every module in school because my parents have never forced me to excel in school but I know they always have a certain expectation on me. And definitely not for myself because I don't have any reason to, its not like I'm want to prove that I'm above y'all peasants man. So as long as I did what I can, deserved what I think I should and enough to not make my parents worry, I'm glad. Anything better than that are blessings from God. But I have been getting these thoughts that some of my schoolmates works are better than me (with or without integrity) blah blah blah, and I just have this feeling inside me that I couldn't quite fathom. But I know I shouldn't be feeling that way and just focus on doing my own thang.
Anyway, since I'm here writing how I feel now, I shall take this chance to thank all those around me during the production period of technical package and now, 3DS Max. Really thankful to those that have been giving me a heads up for 3DS Max after not touching them since 1.5 years ago. And of course, help that came along in many others ways.
This is gonna be the last production week before our final presentation with probably some people from the industry sitting in. I hope my brain actually works in the way where I can just deliver what's gonna be the best(in my own terms), and my visuals would be able to salvage what I couldn't deliver in the technical package.
Please wraps up these 3 years in RHD in a good way.
God, please be with me.
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